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im jess, and im 17 and live in amblecote, my life is a little crazy and so are the people involed but i would'nt change it in any way. This blog is about what goes on inside my head and gives me a chance to rant about what ever i please. I dont live exactly the average life of a normal teenager but in a way its what makes me and my life a little more exciting.

sucks to be me

When you block out memories the feeling goes along with it, but what would it take to remember what it felt like to be truly happy. The kind of feeling that never goes away, i wish things where like when your grandparents where young you fell in love for the first time and that lasted forever. People say you fall in love with some one when they completely open up too you, when you see everything that goes on inside there head. I’ve never let that happen not once have i let some one see what goes on inside my head, I’m fine, I’m always fine its sucks when you realise that when you where the most happy that i just let things become ruined because I always feel like they would judge me or hate me if i completely opened up. People always make me feel like my opinion doesn’t matter and that saying it would be pointless I’m always going to agree with things, when it involves the people i care about. This time next year everything is going to be so different and I’ve never been so scared in my life. Lately i feel like Ive been trying my hardest to make everyone else happy and forgetting that I’m still hurting, Ive been let down by the people i care about more times then i can remember and i would still let them walk all over me regardless. 

— 8 hours ago
#rant 
amyeatfeast:

Hmpth

im always feel like this 

amyeatfeast:

Hmpth

im always feel like this 

— 8 hours ago with 103577 notes
destrokkkkk:

When I was a cool kid.

destrokkkkk:

When I was a cool kid.

— 1 day ago with 6 notes
alice-in-cyberland:

i really hate septum piercings, but this is cool

alice-in-cyberland:

i really hate septum piercings, but this is cool

— 1 day ago with 10 notes
i dont care what anyone says septum piercings are hot 

i dont care what anyone says septum piercings are hot 

(Source: a-stoned-scene)

— 1 day ago with 4 notes